April 10, 2007

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Teetering Like Cari, I'm in the midst of asking some big questions about what I want from my life, particularly my work and what the hell I'm going to do when my contracts run out this summer. For most of my Ph.D. and this post-doc I have been extremely ambivalent about pursuing an academic career. I love research and thinking about ideas, I've discovered that for the most part I like teaching and I've been around universities my whole life (my dad was a Prof) and it feels like the right place to be. The freedoms for tenure-stream faculty are great--flexible hours, no dress code, the freedom to pursue your interests with minimal interference, working in a place filled with dialogue and ideas. The pay if you're tenure-stream is quite good too. But those freedoms come with the pressure to produce those ideas: getting grants, doing the research, writing and publishing articles and books--combined with creating courses, managing students, administrative duties etc. The work can be hard. It's about you and your ideas, your thoughts and passions. They are judged by your peers and you advance based on your ability to produce. Sometimes it feels like the work never ends. I could always be writing more, reading more, publishing more. My lectures could improve, I could be on more committees or attend more events that allow me to network and discuss ideas with others. more. more. more. For those reasons, I decided to not be "on the market" for academic work this year. I didn't put in any applications, none. I thought I made the decision to get out, work somewhere else, figure out my transferable skills and find work that would be fulfilling in the academic sphere (I HATE the term real world, so don't use it okay?). All winter I've been trying to figure out what that work would be. What skills do I have that I can transfer elsewhere? How can I convey my abilities to research, write, work independently, manage projects, be analytical to those who don't know this world? Is my Ph.D. an asset or a liability? How can I explain being 36 and not having any employment experience for the last decade (and even that was full time work as VP in my student union in 1995--I *really* like universities). So, I haven't really been applying for work outside the university much either. I'm starting to do some networking to see what there is out there. Ph.D.'s don't all go into academic work and I've been combing resources to see what people do when they sell-out. It's a tough transition to make. It's like being trained to be a physician and then deciding not to practice medicine. A sociology Ph.D. is trained to be a university professor, but that doesn't mean that's all she can do...but what else is there? And, will I like what I find? Articles like this one give me pause. There are some possibilties bubbling that may be interesting to pursue...

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